fortuna cookies and brain melts

my mother dies, and this is what i get from my little fortune cookie friends.

Hang in there. I know this is hard and sometimes the tunnel seems so dark. But there is a light at the end and while you will always miss her, the pain will subside.

i was constantly being told how i was asking too much of my little fortune cookie humans.

i'm asking too much.

i'm always asking too much.

i advertise homelessness. does anyone realize that about me? does anyone know that about me? does anyone understand that, and what that means, what it implies? anyone care to take a stab in the dark?

leave your homes.
leave your security.
stop buying that product.
there's a fucking earth out there.
don't be scared.
god made dirt, and dirt don't hurt.
that's what i was going to teach my children before they were taken away by vultures.

the more you fear, the less you'll see.

i'm still pursuing me.