alien nation

i've never been so lonely. i was messing around with my google hangouts. there's only two people on there, perry and andy, and neither of them will respond, so i went to google plus to look for people i know, and i thought about it for a few minutes, and i thought... hmm... who in my life would i want to reach out to, that has never been an asshole to me. and i can't remember a damn friend who was never an asshole to me in some way or another. i also don't know anyone who's ever said 'i'm always there for you if you need me'. no one who would have google thumbs installed anyway. and i do mean only people i think are still in tucson. how the fuck do i even find people, i don't even remember anyone's names anymore, my memory has been too fucked lately. how the fuck do i contact anyone. we're an alien planet. we can't even find eachother on google. who have i known that hasn't been a dick. or has liked good music.