alien friends

you know how hard it is for me to find friends? people who share the same interests? here are my interests. i'm an evolutionist with thumbs who's obsessed with evolution. i'm an anarchist who's not interested in money or popular media. i'm a dreamer. i'm a quantum theoretical evolutionist... on acid. who, again, is obsessed with evolution, and wants to meet likeminded people. obsessed with evolution. so obsessed that they know how to spell. i know exactly what i like, and what i don't like. and i like finding the new stuff i like, and not being introduced to it by people i might not like at any point. i like elegance. high class, high style, taste. i'm not a man of wealth and taste. just taste. i like cleanliness, organization, i like desktop customization. i like people to comment on my screenshots, my writings, my taste in music. don't tell me what i should be doing, appreciate what i do. i love nudity and sex, i'm comfortable with myself, and want to be surrounded with others who are comfortable with themselves, and no longer waste time on people who aren't. i've wasted too much of my life on people who just don't care about anything. they're apathetic, uneducated, and overentertained. or, as i call it, underbrained. too much enterbrainment, are you getting me. i hate videogames, they are of zero interest to me. i don't like comic books or fiction books, but i sure do like the movies that come from them. i don't read much, but i do write alot, i think reading books is an unevolved form of education, but i like writing because conversation with disrespectful, uneducated idiots is an unevolved form of communication. i'll handle the writing, you handle the talking you're so good at. i'm sick of being interrupted. i have heroes, and i think everyone should have heroes. most of my heroes are either dead or fictional. but they were all extremely intelligent. i speak like an adult. i think anyone who asks me not to is a child, and i'll treat them like a fuckin' alien. i've been neglected and disrespected my whole life by these idiots who not just expect, but demand respect. well, it's a two way street. i know how i like to live, and the last girl who truly appreciated it... let's just say my family and my ex traumatized us, and because of the trauma, we hurt eachother too much. but we were in love till the day she left. people don't put enuph meaning into words anymore. like the word soulmate. how about this, we were completely googlesnorts over eachother. i never wanted to hurt her. i hate humanity because no one is intelligent enuph to give me reinforcing support, rather than opinionated and controlling 'constructive criticism'. and these people call themselves friends, and family. you're idiots who don't know what the fuck you're talking about, and should shut up and listen once in a while. i want someone who truly values the shyt i do. because i'm tired of wasting time on people who claim to with their words, but don't 'do the walkin' with their actions. i've always wanted to have a group of like ten or twenty close friends, who all enjoy being naked together, fucking eachother, or at least touching eachother, and don't have to just constantly bitch about shyt they don't like, but enjoy the shyt they do like, and just hang out in a big house together, enjoying the same food, and the same music, and i get to be the dj most of the time, but don't have to worry about not being the dj, because no one is going to play any stupid music i don't like. and it's not just a big house with ten or twenty of us, but there's more around the house, a whole community of people who all share the same goals. not just interests, but goals. we all wake up every morning at sunrise, go to the food house, smoke pot, have sex openly, talk about evolution, listen to good music, and i shouldn't even have to say 'good music', i wish i could just call it 'the tunes'. 'hey, let's play some tunes', or 'hey, turn the tunes down, the movie's starting'. i wish i could let other people choose the music. but everytime they do, they put on pop and rap, what the fuck is with you people, can't some of you have good taste in music? are you all really that scared of being 'unpopular'. cause i think that's unhealthy, and you're mental, and you're filling the world with idiots and clones of idiots, and we need to evolve, which i started off saying, maybe you should read this whole thing again and pay more attention, instead of just criticising in your head as you read this. i miss my lady, she would have thought this post was awesome. heroic even. she would have hugged me and smiled for it. people like her don't exist in this world. so, after reading all of that gibberish twice, let's see if the dream takes flight. happy birthday, newton.