apathy and suicide

i can't find another human who gives a fuck about anything.

i get nothing but automated emails.

i see women keep their eyes straight forward when i walk past.

i've never felt so fucking repulsive.

i really hate this fucking life.

i can't tell you that i hate your world...

it hurts your ears.

i don't want to fit into your world...

i don't want to be like you...

but i'm not allowed to be me.