katie is in the hospital with walking pneumonia, asthma, allergies to all but two antibiotics, and i won't get to talk to her for at least a month.
how brutal can this fucking nightmare get.
Sunday, September 29, 2019
Monday, September 23, 2019
Wednesday, September 18, 2019
so fuckin depressed
why the fuck does everyone have to make this world so fucking depressing.
i don't even know what the fuck to do right now.
no one gives a fuck.
i wrote a couple new poems today.
no one gives a fuck.
i posted a new video today, and several yesterday.
no one gives a fuck.
i'm a hundred bucks in the hole.
no one gives a fuck.
my the job god chose for me in life, is to argue incessantly with morons.
not only do i not get paid for that...
i don't get shit.
no one gives a fuck.
obviously, you're all entitled to a better life than i am.
i just want a world without all of you.
i want a world without advertisements being forced in my face.
i want microsoft to stop sucking, i want them off my fucking desktop.
stop being digital tyrants. just stop. what good is it doing?
why can't anything be any easier?
why does 'safety and security' and 'privacy' have to suffocate life?
especially when we're not fucking safe in the least.
i don't trust you. and i know i could do better.
stay the fuck outta my life.
i wasn't born into this pathetic world just for you to shit on.
please, for the love of truth, please, kill yourself.
you wouldn't know a truth if it crushed you into the ground.
can you even understand why i hate you? are you capable?
lord, free me from this nightmare hell of yours.
why do i deserve this? why is this the best i can get? is this all i deserve? why?
twenty minutes till lunch.
no one gives a fuck.
when's the last day you got to enjoy?
i just want to be rid of all of you and your crap delusion.
does anyone give a fuck?
i don't even know what the fuck to do right now.
no one gives a fuck.
i wrote a couple new poems today.
no one gives a fuck.
i posted a new video today, and several yesterday.
no one gives a fuck.
i'm a hundred bucks in the hole.
no one gives a fuck.
my the job god chose for me in life, is to argue incessantly with morons.
not only do i not get paid for that...
i don't get shit.
no one gives a fuck.
obviously, you're all entitled to a better life than i am.
i just want a world without all of you.
i want a world without advertisements being forced in my face.
i want microsoft to stop sucking, i want them off my fucking desktop.
stop being digital tyrants. just stop. what good is it doing?
why can't anything be any easier?
why does 'safety and security' and 'privacy' have to suffocate life?
especially when we're not fucking safe in the least.
i don't trust you. and i know i could do better.
stay the fuck outta my life.
i wasn't born into this pathetic world just for you to shit on.
please, for the love of truth, please, kill yourself.
you wouldn't know a truth if it crushed you into the ground.
can you even understand why i hate you? are you capable?
lord, free me from this nightmare hell of yours.
why do i deserve this? why is this the best i can get? is this all i deserve? why?
twenty minutes till lunch.
no one gives a fuck.
when's the last day you got to enjoy?
i just want to be rid of all of you and your crap delusion.
does anyone give a fuck?
Monday, September 09, 2019
a world of fraud and theft
not sure where to write anymore. farcebook sucks, youtoob sucks.
how come banks and rich people have billions of ways to inconvenience poor people at every turn, how come the rich have an arsenal of inconveniences, how come they can fuck up and delay our lives any time they want when it's not even their money, like just the cost of them holding onto our money for us costs us time and other shit we couldn't afford if we were rich. how come that's still possible, how come that's still happening, and how come no one has a fucking satisfactory explanation for it?
how come it's been this fucking long since we've had control over anything including ourselves?
how come people suck so bad?
how come people purposely misunderstand me like it's their job?
how come this shit can't fucking stop yet?
how come i can't customize my own phone or computer desktop yet? why the fuck does microsoft have to keep making everything more difficult, making their operating system work worse and worse, taking options away like it's a game...
microsoft, your operating system is just getting fucking pathetic. what the fuck is wrong with you?
why can't you design something we can actually use? are you incapable? do you give a shit?
what the fuck is wrong with you, microsoft?
what the fuck is wrong with you, banks?
why do both of you suck so bad? and why do i feel like i could do both your jobs a thousand times better than you ever have? without all the greed and judgment and shit...
when does this shit end?
who do i tell that i would like the ability to customize the look and functionality of my desktop because it's mine and not theirs? no one seems to have a mature enough answer.
i asked on farcebook the other day, how do i start my own country?
they had to answer the dumbest possible ways... 'money and war'.
that must be some box to think outside of. luxury mindlessness.
i hate this fuckin world. and it will never change or improve.
ashamed to share a planet with a bunch of losers. and god, i want to design my own fucking desktop already! when the fuck do i get to design my own fucking desktop without all your 'can'ts' and 'won'ts'? seriously? am i allowed? is it okay with you? is it really going to bother you or hurt you that fucking much to let me have a cool looking and functional desktop?
get the fuck out of my life, tyrants! let me be poor without you!
how come banks and rich people have billions of ways to inconvenience poor people at every turn, how come the rich have an arsenal of inconveniences, how come they can fuck up and delay our lives any time they want when it's not even their money, like just the cost of them holding onto our money for us costs us time and other shit we couldn't afford if we were rich. how come that's still possible, how come that's still happening, and how come no one has a fucking satisfactory explanation for it?
how come it's been this fucking long since we've had control over anything including ourselves?
how come people suck so bad?
how come people purposely misunderstand me like it's their job?
how come this shit can't fucking stop yet?
how come i can't customize my own phone or computer desktop yet? why the fuck does microsoft have to keep making everything more difficult, making their operating system work worse and worse, taking options away like it's a game...
microsoft, your operating system is just getting fucking pathetic. what the fuck is wrong with you?
why can't you design something we can actually use? are you incapable? do you give a shit?
what the fuck is wrong with you, microsoft?
what the fuck is wrong with you, banks?
why do both of you suck so bad? and why do i feel like i could do both your jobs a thousand times better than you ever have? without all the greed and judgment and shit...
when does this shit end?
who do i tell that i would like the ability to customize the look and functionality of my desktop because it's mine and not theirs? no one seems to have a mature enough answer.
i asked on farcebook the other day, how do i start my own country?
they had to answer the dumbest possible ways... 'money and war'.
that must be some box to think outside of. luxury mindlessness.
i hate this fuckin world. and it will never change or improve.
ashamed to share a planet with a bunch of losers. and god, i want to design my own fucking desktop already! when the fuck do i get to design my own fucking desktop without all your 'can'ts' and 'won'ts'? seriously? am i allowed? is it okay with you? is it really going to bother you or hurt you that fucking much to let me have a cool looking and functional desktop?
get the fuck out of my life, tyrants! let me be poor without you!
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