why did i have to be in so much pain this whole time.
why did every inanimate object have to disobey me.
even my own fingers have no faith in me.
nothing will do what i want.
this reality just will not compromise to let me exist.
this morning, i see a homeless girl walk past.
i asked if she wanted to smoke a bowl.
she ignores me and keeps on walking.
i get it, lord.
i'm just not allowed to make a fuckin' friend.
i'm just too creepy, too ugly, too repugnant.
i get it.
hey, plus, i have herpes and don't shower.
yeah, well, since i don't deserve a female on this planet...
what the fuck is the point in being here?
i'd much rather be on any other planet.
it hurts so much.
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