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i really don't know why the fuck i'm still alive. why the fuck do i keep living. i fucking want to die. this shit will never get any better. i really don't know why i keep trying. i just want to die. i want this to be over. you all get to fit into this world. i don't. i have tried. you think i haven't, but i have. just because i refuse to try what you tell me, doesn't mean i haven't tried everything i could think of. i truly do not fucking belong here.