i had such potential

i'm killing it all, i'm killing myself to live
turning myself inside out, finding what really matters
i'm crawling thru death and hate, i'm killing my fears and limits
remembering why i came to this world, i'm bringing back what brought me here
i'm slowly slipping thru the cracks of my sanity
i'm standing alone on the edge of reality
my head is spinning outside itself
in and out of this black hole we call security
(i love all i live for, and now i wanna throw it away?)
this isn't my only death, and these aren't my last regrets
i'm learning now why i'm here, and what i'm here to learn
we're gonna learn how we all fit into the whole picture
animals and plants, earth, aliens, the universe, and reality
music and art, sexuality, philosophy, teknowledgy and in sanity
let the new sun rise, with a new flesh and wings, and a Th3rd 3ye
(take the staple out of the paper, throw it away, and start with a new one)
you have to understand what's in your world
we have to comprehend what's in our mind
and i have to unlock now, what's in my head
we have to open up and understand
that life is more than what's in your hand
(news flash! this just in: the entire american government just committed mass suicide!)
i'm destroying what i've become, to make some rooom for what i'm becoming
i'm hating life, and i'm hating now, not fearing change, cause i know it's coming
and now i understand what brought me here, a change in life is almost here
now my mind's stretching thru the cracks of reality, let's dive into the depths of our sanity
our world is spinning inside itself, in and thru this amazing divinity
let yourself rise and awake yourself, and step into the age of equality