in my life

the world i'd like to wake up in tomorrow.
no bad drugs. no rap music. no deliberately illiterate tagging everywhere.
no products, no money, no violent hostile belligerent obnoxious clones.
higher intellectual standards and values.
no concrete. no plastic. no rich people. no clothing.
no balance of excess and deprivation.
no empty suited politicians making up excuses for why it can't change.
no stalling, no delaying, no procrastination, no excuses.
no fears, no inhibitions, no paranoia.
imagine.
if everyone possessed the same knowledge...
if everyone knew how to build their own house...
if women didn't want luxury anymore...
i have given this link out to literally thousands of people.
but this site is as neglected as i am.
i'm just not wanted by such a selfish, stupid world.
i've got no fears, no inhibitions, no addictions.
i've got about a hundred bucks left for prostitutes and weed.
go ahead, develop yet another problem with who i am.
anything you don't like, don't understand, or don't agree with.
i keep desperately trying to wake up in this world every morning.
to wake up around people like me, who accept me.
people with the balls to actually approach me.
people who laugh at my fucking jokes!
people who have seen zeitgeist, or penn and teller.
people who aren't scared of heavy metal music.
but i remain painfully alone.
surrounded by cowards.
unwanted by mannequins with dollar bills over their eyes.
slave to rejection.